Ever wake up in the night with your heart pounding, sweat on your forehead, and wondering what the hell was that? For the past week or so I have had dreams of tornados. Now, don't laugh, but I have always seen these types of dreams as a premonitions of sorts. It all depends on my reaction to them that determines what is to come. Lately they have been on the dark side. The one I had last night was awful!
I was in some hotel and I looked into the sky and everything was black. Not the black you see in a normal sky, but black that sucks all light from it's presence. I watched in horror as not one, but several came down at once. I remember feeling the power of them and running from the room calling out my daughter's name. I couldn't find her. The room was shaking and the noise was snuffing out my screams. I turned around to see Sienna playing by the door that I had just closed. Fear gripped my insides as I lunged for her. As I reached out to grab her, the door flung open revealing that the place or room I was in was no longer on the ground but swirling mad in a sea of blackness. My eyes locked onto Sienna's back and timed slowed. Everything I had in me went into the effort of grabbing my daughter before she was taken from me. It wasn't going to happen, not my baby girl. I felt relief close on me as I felt the familiar of my daughter nuzzled into my breast as I bent around her protectively. Never my daughter! I opened my eyes to see the tornado still had us in it's grip. But I was no longer frightened. I had her safe, it was okay now.
I remember riding it through and I don't remember how I got back on the ground, but I was there with my daughter. Still looking at the sky, marveling at the tornados around me. I remember seeing the destruction happening to others around me. Houses were ripped from their resting places, papers cutting through wood and in the midst of it all I was untouched. I felt sorrow, I began to cry. I had my daughter, that was all that mattered.......
.......................................................I woke up
2 comments:
Tornado dreams can indicate great stress and turbulence in your life. I used to have tornado dreams nightly while I was married and his ex-wife was taking us to court, or accusing us of molesting her son, or blaming me for bruises on his shins, or some other bullshit. I haven't had a tornado dream since I divorced him 4 years ago, LOL!
You've had a lot of upheaval in your life lately. As for the tornado...well, that's just your mother-in-law, silly!
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