One Step..

One step in front of the other,

my road I cannot see.

I am lost and have no center,

my strength has left me.

One step in front of the other,

your voice I seem to hear.

My trust has been torn by

another,

all I have I have to fear.

One step I start to stumble,

grasping at anything with in my reach.

I scream as I tumble,

and realize I land on my feet.

One step in front of the other,

one step closer to being free.

I find my anger's hunger,

I suddenly begin to see.

My steps go no further,

I face whats been chasing me.

With fists at my sides,

I scream at the dark.

Your power no longer holds

me.

One step in front of the other,

I soar to being free.

No longer inhibited by the other.

I am who I am suppose to be.

A Thought

To exist is to be

To be is to live

To live is to feel

To feel is to touch the soul inside

Addicition

I see where this could take me,
I am not sure I want to go,
So much for me is at stake here,
Yet your heat fills my soul.

I have seen you before,
As to where I cannot place.
Half of me tries for the door,
The other half simply waits.

I know you feel me tremble,
For this I must hate you.
To slowly lose my self so easily,
You already know my answer.

I cannot find myself any longer,
Lost within something so fierce.
I am afraid of your hunger,
Yet I taste the salt of my tears.

You pull me in deeper,
I cannot breathe.
My desire breaking,

peeking...

I clench my teeth.

I feel my strength return,
I grow bolder with every turn.
Cannot seem to get enough,
Am I your addiction?

A slow sweet smile embraces my lips,
Knowing that I possess you.
Thoughts of this wonderful bliss,
Are mine to take as I left you.